today is the first time we r bringing ryan out...so worried
worry he will cry...worry he will b hungry...worry forget bring this n that, etc
cos its the first visit to the PD....wah the queue at the PD was so long...so many babies n kids...screaming n crying...thank god ryan slept thru the whole thing!
PD say he lost abit of weight, only 3275g fr 3525g...tink cos i dun haf enuff milk...muz make him drink more else i need to supplement liao...PD check check n did jaundice test...luckily jaundice level is ard 11, but its up fr ard 7 when he was discharged...so can go home...but since he was discharged, there is no sun at all...hope their will b sun soon...so dat we can get rid of his jaundice...PD cost $84...aiyo...so ex!

so worried when we went to the lab to do his jaundice test...they only allow 1 parent in...so i carried ryan in....so scared dat he will cry cos they need draw blood fr his heel
thank god...ryan din cry at all! he is such a darling!
the other patients ard so amazed to see a young bb who din cry after drawing blood
daddy was so worried dat he already recee for the shortest route out of the lab in case ryan cries...haha :)

today is also my first review wif gynae....she showed me my wound
asked me not to b scared before she show me the mirror...she keep saying dun be scared huh
say woman gif birth le is like dat one...wah...looks really horrible!!
but i got some minor infection and given some cream to apply
next visit is 1mth later

yday was also the first day dat i managed to pump out milk...got 50ml in total...so happy!! :)